the wound is ROTTING!!
yes i know i have been complaining so much about the wound,
but it's seriously very bad and getting worse!

couldn't stand the ugly wound, swell and pus secreting
so i went to see a doctor after work.
doctor said, " oh my! why did you come to me so late? the wound is infected already!"
the nurse cleaned the wound for me,
gave me antibiotic for 5days to help with the healing and swell.
thought the swell was nothing,
but when the doctor actually pressed it,
i GOT A SHOCK!
my flesh was DENT IN and took awhile for it to resurface!
i asked the doctor , "HOW COME IT'S LIKE THAT?"
"cause of your wound infection. luckily the swell is not on your thigh, that will be worse."

hopefully after the 5days of medication and discipline of cleaning the wound,
it will be better though the joint area is always the toughest to heal.
________________________________________________________



when i first went over,
i should have listen to my gut feeling when she asked,
"are you the one who came the other time?"
you are seriously a great pretender and actor

but it's ok.
at least i haven't been dumb and foolish for long.



just collected my company's laptop.
cannot imagine in the future having to carry it to work everyday, damn heavy.

:( the wound is not getting any better.
in fact it's actually getting worse.
all the pus and terrible swell.

test this sat and next tues.
and next week will be my last week for training.
gosh... how time flies man.
am i really prepared for the outside world?

_________________________________________


i want bastards no more.
i want happiness, simplicity, luck and love!
bless me with all that and i shall be the happiest woman on earth :)



yesterday butterfly ex boss, mr neo, brought me to his mini company dinner at turf city,
ah yat abalone restaurant.
my 1st time there, and the restaurant is so freaking big.
and we were in one of their private room.
they even have karaoke system in the room.

the food there is damn yummy.
drunken prawns, bamboo shoot sashimi, fish, la la, abalone, beijing duck etc...
and it's the 1st time ever i drank so much red wine in one day.
in total, we drank 12 bottles of red wine.
think i alone already drank at least 1 bottle.

____________________________________________




did express manicure.
the express service is really express man!
just took like 10mins to finish evrything, excluding the drying up time.







it's a bad month!
1st is the iron which burn me.
now the wound had recovered but leaving behind a ugly scar :(

and fri at work, i fell down.
went up the stage to sing.
when coming down, tripped on the wire
fucking idiot la.
luckily i didn't expose myself.
even till now, it's damn painful!!!
*CRIES*
hopefully there won't be any scar.











:( it's uncontrollable.
i miss.
the feeling just came like that.
the thoughts just came like that.
the images just came like that.
flashes here and there, it's just out of my control.
probably the only thing which can stop and control all that is TIME.
only TIME can close up the gaps,
time ticks away and w/o realising hopefully i would be in a brand new phrase of my life. (enjoying)

how i wish the near future quickly comeby.
then i won't miss and i won't think.
everything would then be healed.
the proof of time.
the power of unknown.


___________________________________________

privacy ?
what exactly is privacy?
something very personal and secretive?
what about couples? married couples?
should they still have their own privacy ?
or should everything be open and no secrets between them at all?
which is healthy?

privacy is such a complicating issue/topic.
yes i believe that there should or there bound to be a everyone's privacy.
that is why we always say 'pls do not intrude my privacy.' etc...blah blah
but should the privacy be a fact of disgust and disappointment, is it righteous?
honesty is always the best policy.
privacy are some sort like 'secrets'.
but sometimes when these 'secrets' are being found out, either intentionally or not,
yes i agree it could be already intruding someone else's privacy.

i guess ultimately, the deep dark privacy, back to square one,
reveals and actually says a lot on the person.
it speaks loud on the person, the character, attitude, behaviour, personality and the past.

i can't deny that all people have their own privacy.
but if the privacy is going to speak very bad about you on what kind of person you actually are while trying to pretend otherwise, i guess that is very harmful.
it's not healthy at all.

but yah, in this world....
who doesn't have secrets?
who doesn't have their own private life?
who doesn't have a disgusting and disappointing past?

*just based on my thoughts and opinion.



______________________________________________

a person who is depress and not motivated tends to feel restless and sleepy.
then they will sleep a lot, to kill their time.,
so as not to think about anything.

don't know how true is that.
but at least it's very true on me.



just came back from holland V.
had drinks with sywience at breko and chatted like there's no tomorrow.
haha.
life sucks.
but tomorrow willl be better.

hmmmm yah.
i've been lucky.
i've been good.
i've been blessed.
i passed all my 5 tests this week.
it's really amazing and i seriously feel tat i haven't work hard enough for it.

or just because i am smart???
hahha!!! "yah right"!


3 more tests coming up.....
bless me!



the naked truth is always painful and unbearable.
yes, past is past.
we should always look at where we are, the present, and look far ahead into the future.
the past might not matter anymore now.
but the past definitely speaks loud on what kind of person we once WERE.

things could have changed and we could have changed for the better.
but the truth is, can a leopard really change its spot?

if the past was there, i won't deny because it's once me.
choose to share it and admit the past, be it right or wrong.
OR totally conceal, hide it and cover it up, if really intend to live up a new life.
never have them lying around too openingly whereby anyone could stumble upon accidentally and find out the real truth.

knowing the past, the truth might not be something bad.
but when trying to deny the fact on what kind of person you are, it is just unfair.
plus if it's gonna be a very disappointing and disgusting truth, that hurts more.



been sick since tuesday.
seen a doc on tue after work,
ate the med but fever and sore throat still come and go.
finished the med on fri and i have yet to recover.
went to see the doc again.
this time fever hit me at 38.5degree!
doc prescribed some anti biotic and yeah i've fully recovered.

so many tests coming along.
monday to wednesday.
5 tests in total! gosh...
bless!


went to a Halloween party yesterday in changi.
shall blog about it and upload the photos soon :)



had kushin bo on monday.
didn't really eat much.
just salmons. cha soba, cold crab, soup and peas









Yet another fucked up day.

cooked my dinner.
ate damn a lot, as if for 3 pax portion.










cafe iguana with zee n fad

the wound is ROTTING!!
yes i know i have been complaining so much about the wound,
but it's seriously very bad and getting worse!

couldn't stand the ugly wound, swell and pus secreting
so i went to see a doctor after work.
doctor said, " oh my! why did you come to me so late? the wound is infected already!"
the nurse cleaned the wound for me,
gave me antibiotic for 5days to help with the healing and swell.
thought the swell was nothing,
but when the doctor actually pressed it,
i GOT A SHOCK!
my flesh was DENT IN and took awhile for it to resurface!
i asked the doctor , "HOW COME IT'S LIKE THAT?"
"cause of your wound infection. luckily the swell is not on your thigh, that will be worse."

hopefully after the 5days of medication and discipline of cleaning the wound,
it will be better though the joint area is always the toughest to heal.
________________________________________________________



when i first went over,
i should have listen to my gut feeling when she asked,
"are you the one who came the other time?"
you are seriously a great pretender and actor

but it's ok.
at least i haven't been dumb and foolish for long.

just collected my company's laptop.
cannot imagine in the future having to carry it to work everyday, damn heavy.

:( the wound is not getting any better.
in fact it's actually getting worse.
all the pus and terrible swell.

test this sat and next tues.
and next week will be my last week for training.
gosh... how time flies man.
am i really prepared for the outside world?

_________________________________________


i want bastards no more.
i want happiness, simplicity, luck and love!
bless me with all that and i shall be the happiest woman on earth :)

yesterday butterfly ex boss, mr neo, brought me to his mini company dinner at turf city,
ah yat abalone restaurant.
my 1st time there, and the restaurant is so freaking big.
and we were in one of their private room.
they even have karaoke system in the room.

the food there is damn yummy.
drunken prawns, bamboo shoot sashimi, fish, la la, abalone, beijing duck etc...
and it's the 1st time ever i drank so much red wine in one day.
in total, we drank 12 bottles of red wine.
think i alone already drank at least 1 bottle.

____________________________________________


did express manicure.
the express service is really express man!
just took like 10mins to finish evrything, excluding the drying up time.







it's a bad month!
1st is the iron which burn me.
now the wound had recovered but leaving behind a ugly scar :(

and fri at work, i fell down.
went up the stage to sing.
when coming down, tripped on the wire
fucking idiot la.
luckily i didn't expose myself.
even till now, it's damn painful!!!
*CRIES*
hopefully there won't be any scar.







:( it's uncontrollable.
i miss.
the feeling just came like that.
the thoughts just came like that.
the images just came like that.
flashes here and there, it's just out of my control.
probably the only thing which can stop and control all that is TIME.
only TIME can close up the gaps,
time ticks away and w/o realising hopefully i would be in a brand new phrase of my life. (enjoying)

how i wish the near future quickly comeby.
then i won't miss and i won't think.
everything would then be healed.
the proof of time.
the power of unknown.


___________________________________________

privacy ?
what exactly is privacy?
something very personal and secretive?
what about couples? married couples?
should they still have their own privacy ?
or should everything be open and no secrets between them at all?
which is healthy?

privacy is such a complicating issue/topic.
yes i believe that there should or there bound to be a everyone's privacy.
that is why we always say 'pls do not intrude my privacy.' etc...blah blah
but should the privacy be a fact of disgust and disappointment, is it righteous?
honesty is always the best policy.
privacy are some sort like 'secrets'.
but sometimes when these 'secrets' are being found out, either intentionally or not,
yes i agree it could be already intruding someone else's privacy.

i guess ultimately, the deep dark privacy, back to square one,
reveals and actually says a lot on the person.
it speaks loud on the person, the character, attitude, behaviour, personality and the past.

i can't deny that all people have their own privacy.
but if the privacy is going to speak very bad about you on what kind of person you actually are while trying to pretend otherwise, i guess that is very harmful.
it's not healthy at all.

but yah, in this world....
who doesn't have secrets?
who doesn't have their own private life?
who doesn't have a disgusting and disappointing past?

*just based on my thoughts and opinion.



______________________________________________

a person who is depress and not motivated tends to feel restless and sleepy.
then they will sleep a lot, to kill their time.,
so as not to think about anything.

don't know how true is that.
but at least it's very true on me.

just came back from holland V.
had drinks with sywience at breko and chatted like there's no tomorrow.
haha.
life sucks.
but tomorrow willl be better.

hmmmm yah.
i've been lucky.
i've been good.
i've been blessed.
i passed all my 5 tests this week.
it's really amazing and i seriously feel tat i haven't work hard enough for it.

or just because i am smart???
hahha!!! "yah right"!


3 more tests coming up.....
bless me!

the naked truth is always painful and unbearable.
yes, past is past.
we should always look at where we are, the present, and look far ahead into the future.
the past might not matter anymore now.
but the past definitely speaks loud on what kind of person we once WERE.

things could have changed and we could have changed for the better.
but the truth is, can a leopard really change its spot?

if the past was there, i won't deny because it's once me.
choose to share it and admit the past, be it right or wrong.
OR totally conceal, hide it and cover it up, if really intend to live up a new life.
never have them lying around too openingly whereby anyone could stumble upon accidentally and find out the real truth.

knowing the past, the truth might not be something bad.
but when trying to deny the fact on what kind of person you are, it is just unfair.
plus if it's gonna be a very disappointing and disgusting truth, that hurts more.

been sick since tuesday.
seen a doc on tue after work,
ate the med but fever and sore throat still come and go.
finished the med on fri and i have yet to recover.
went to see the doc again.
this time fever hit me at 38.5degree!
doc prescribed some anti biotic and yeah i've fully recovered.

so many tests coming along.
monday to wednesday.
5 tests in total! gosh...
bless!


went to a Halloween party yesterday in changi.
shall blog about it and upload the photos soon :)

had kushin bo on monday.
didn't really eat much.
just salmons. cha soba, cold crab, soup and peas







Yet another fucked up day.

cooked my dinner.
ate damn a lot, as if for 3 pax portion.








cafe iguana with zee n fad

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